Hello,
This blog post is probably not as humurous as the others (Shh, I'm trying to pretend that the other posts were some sort of funny)
Anyway, I just wanted to tell you that I think I have this obsession with perfection.
It's like I always make those lists of what to do and I programme my whole life, and then when one tiny thing goes wrong -which is totally normal cause I'm human after all- I start panicking, and I forget how to breathe or think straight, and I'd start feeling so hot and aughipotatofakitall.. It's really Annoying I swear.
Par example;
Yesterday, I decided I'd look for ideas and themes for my room make-over, and I couldn't think of any good theme, And I realised I don't have a favorite colour to paint the walls with, and there are too many quotes that I like to hang on the wall, and then boum, My mind went blank, and I started feeling as suffocated as never, and it got so hot I swear I thought I was going to be on fire at any second. It's like my mind starts racing from idea to another in full speed non-stop, and it exhausts me so much I'll even have this feeling as if the room was turning around me and I don't even know.
So I just got my head out of the window, and tried to breathe with my tongue kinda out. Dammit I must have looked like a dog.. A sexy one I bet. No Ew. I don't mean dogs aren't sexy. Well they really aren't sexy, but they are cute. Like adorablly cute.
Okay, is it weird that now that I'm thinking about, I think I actually forgot how to breathe, for real I can't breath without making this noise, and without my chest rising very heavily, no ew, this is disgusting.
*After a while*
Okay, so I was looking for videos teaching you how to breathe, DONT MAKE FUN OF ME I ACTUALLY DONT KNOW HOW TO BREATHE ANYMORE, and I found this, it doesn't really describe my situation much, but still, I thought maybe if one if my amazing invisible followers had breathing problems could use it..
I'm actually starting to gain a normal pace, somehow..
Well adios bitch.
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